I'm just stupid.

My mother had her operation today. It went fine and she probably is going to be in the hospital for 5 more days or so. I don't really know. It's really a disaster at home, when there's no mother around. The plants are dying from not being watered, the cat is being extra stupid and hyper. And there's almost nothing yummy to eat in the fridge.

I'm drinking Pepsi, although I know I shouln't. I won't be able to fall asleep when I have cafeine running through my veins. I'm having fun with twitter, I really do like it. And I love the fact that there is a thing like loudtwitter, so my twitter updates are automatically posted here. And this way it seems that I have a lot of posts. I just want to create a journal, that I won't abandon in a week or two. And I'm tagging the entries stupidly. That's what I am - stupid.

And I'm not carring out my new year's resolution. I'm still not fucking writing things. it's probably 'cause I'm happier now. Plus, I always write poems, when I feel something strongly, and evidently happiness can't trigger the thoughts in my head to rearrange into poems.

My Chemical Romance's song Disenchated became my very favourite of the black parade album after I saw the live version on DVD. It's just amazing how much they put into that song. And Muse's song Map of the Problematique is my fave of this band. Beautiful music and good lyrics. You can see how these two songs affected my layout =]