Think happy thoughts!

As usual, long time with no updates from me. I just don't have anything interesting to write here.

I got a new haircut. I've been going to the hairdresser every month and every time she's been cutting my hair shorter and shorter. And I think I finally found the one haircut that I love!

( photo of my short hair )

And I finally went to get a second tattoo, which I'm so happy about. And it's a MCR/Killjoys tattoo. I really like it. I got it on my triceps and I thought that it would hurt more, but it was a really bearably pain.

( photo of my hair )

Next Saturday is Tegan and Sara's concert in Warsaw, which I'm going to go to. It's going to be my first time flying, I hope I don't freak out. And I really can't wait for that concert.

And that's kind of it. Nothing else has been happening in my life.

I hope you all are doing great, if not I hope everything will turn out great and be alright.

Yay! I'm on my vacation. Two weeks off from work. Good times. I've visited my dad this Monday, got home just some hours ago. And tomorrow I'm off on a road trip with my friends to Tallinn, Estonia to see Robbie Williams in concert.

So, basically, I'm updating this journal right now because I'll probably be near internet only on 21st or 22nd of August. Sucks to be me!

I've been seriously neglecting this journal. IDK why.

This week's Teen Wolf episode has killed me emotionally. It was the best episode of this season. And I'm afraid of what will happen in the 12th episode.

So, Panic! At The disco has released new songs and they are really good. Miss Jackson is in my opinion better that This Is Gospel, but I think it will grow on me.

And the best music news for me this week was Lady Gaga releasing her new song Applause, which is SO GOOD. The moment I hear it, I just NEED to dance! =D

I'm seeing Pacific Rim this Friday! Yay! So excited about this movie! I'm kind of jealous of my brother who will probably see it in IMAX 3D, sadly for me we here don't have such luxury in Lithuania.

Teen Wolf has been delivering such quality episodes this season. This week's episode was amazing! Definitely the best this season yet.

And that is all, because nothing exciting is going on in my life.

Apparently, there's a cherry blossom park in Vilnius, which I kind of knew existed, but I've never been there. I finally went there last week when the trees were blooming. I took my new camera with me, to try it out. And so here are some photos from that park.
( photos )
And the camera kind of sucks at taking nature photos. At 14 megapixels, it doesn't take better photos than my Canon with 5MPs. But Canon>Olympus, at least, this is what happened in my practice. Or it's a possibility that I still haven't mastered that camera. And I'm thinking that I'll be filming videos with that camera, so my other camera's batteries wouldn't drain so fast.

I ordered the Sandman slipcase set from amazon today because it was 96£ ant not 150£. I wanted to read this comic for a long time now and I'm just really anxious about not liking it. But I really hope that I do.

The book that I ordered last week called Maze Runner has arrived yesterday. I've started reading it a bit, just the first few pages. The writing is good, but we'll see how the story goes.

There's been a lot more work back at the drug store, since one of my colleagues has been transferred to another drug store. It's more fun for me now. Slightly less time sitting at the computer doing manager stuff and more time talking and advising patients. That's what I like about my work.

So, my birthday has passed like a month ago and I haven't managed to update this journal. I don't know how to make myself update.

( Here, have a picture of me and my friends from the party: )

The party was really great. I had a lot of fun! And my friends got me an Olympus VG-130 camera, which is kind of awesome of them. I didn't even think that they'd get me something like that.

I've had a week of from work and it has been amazing! I visited my brother in Minsk and it was a super awesome time. And I finally met his girfriend, who is awesome and I approve of her so fucking much!

OK, new Justin Timberlake music, let's talk about that. I didn't even know that I wanted his new album in my life, but I couldn't stop myself and bought it. I think it's a great album, there's just 2 songs that I don't really like, but all others are fucking awesome. I love Mirrors so fucking much!

And I just discovered this band - Shinedown. They are kind of super awesome! I can't stop listening to them.

After MCR's break up, I couldn't listen to their music without feeling sad, so I kind of skipped it everytime it was on, but now everything got better and I'm finally enjoying their music again.

Preordered FOB's new album. Can't wait to listen to it. The new song "The Phoenix" is even more catching than "My Songs Know What You Did In the Dark". I've been singing it for days.

I've been trying to catch up with my reading page for the last hour, but I've been procrastinating so much that it's been a week since I last checked it. But I will read it all!!!!

So, really, I've got nothing worthy to write. But here we go! =D

I've not written about the last Conventional Weapons single, which is freaking amazing! Burn Bright is my absolute favourite, but Surrender the Night grew on me. This single is just amazing! Now MCR should release their new album, so we could gush about that!

Work has been killing me. Most of the times I work from 7 a.m. which means that I need to get up at 5 a.m. so I can't really go to sleep at like 12 or 2 a.m. I need sleep, so this leaves me with so little internet time, it sucks! But work is work and I love it. But one of my colleagues is on sick leave until next Monday, which fucking sucks, but we'll pull through somehow - overtime all the way. I just need to ask my manager to pay us the overtime.

I've had little progress with reading A Game of Thrones, but it's because I'm kind of busy. But this book is SO GOOD. I CAN'T EVEN! I got hooked at the beginning of the book. I was reading the prologue and I was like OMG WHAT HAPPENS NEXT I NEED TO READ THIS FASTER. Yeah, it was emotional for me. It's been a long time since I've got invested in a book this much.

And I ordered H.P.Lovecraft: The complete fiction, which I can't wait to read! I've never read Lovecraft before, IDK why.

I got another wisdom tooth removed last week and then this week I'm going to my dentist to mend hopefully the last tooth for the moment and then I'll be free from the dentist hell for at least 4 months. I hate my teeth so much!

OK, so... I finally went to the movies to see Hansel and Gretel: Witch Hunters. IT WAS SO GOOD. It was everything I needed in that movie. I loved the soundtrack so much!

And I'm sorry I haven't been commenting on your posts, but I'm reading everything, I promise!

There's only 2 days left before 2012 will end. And to me 2012 was a pretty good year and quite better than 2011, although it was pretty epic too. The highlights of 2012 for me would be:
1. Going to Lady Gaga concert. The best night ever.
2. Finally visiting my brother in Belarus.
3. Getting a tattoo.

I like that I finally started reading more books. I think when I was in university I just didn't have time to read anything except for books for the studies and now I can finally catch up with everything that I wanted to read for a long time. And I hope that next year I will read at least 15 or 20 books.

And this year I've been to the movies more time than in 2011 or ever. I watched 13 movies in the movie theater, which isn't that much, but I'm kind of picky of what movie I want to watch and that's why I only didn't like 1 movie out of those 13, which was Prometheus.

And last year I said that my new year's resolution is to try to update this journal more often. And I just counted all of the entries from this year and last year and I can proudly say that I accomplished that resolution.

I want to continue to stay in shape, and just be happy really.

And the things that I'm looking forward in 2013:
1. Turning 25. OMG! IDK why is that important, but I feel that 25 should be a great age to be at.
2. Going to Robbie Williams concert!
3. MCR maybe releasing their new album then. That would be so great!
4. Maybe getting another tattoo, which I'm still thinking of the concept.

Tomorrow I'm going to Kaunas to start celebrating early, so no more updates till 2013!

Have a great New Year's celebration! And have a happy New Year! =D

The single number three has leaked and OMG I JUST CANT! ALL OF THE FEELS! We've been waiting for This World is Ugly for so long (apparently like 2 years) and it's fucking perfect and I'm listening to it right now and I'm almost crying - I think with the next listen I'll be fucking sobbing. Gerard's voice. THE BAND!

And The Light Behind Your Eyes is soooo good. I just can't contain my feelings. Fucking MCR making me feel so many emotions. And I love them for it. I just can't with them. I CAN'T! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!

December 18th should come faster, so I could buy those songs and listen to them non-stop everywhere!!!

I listened to the second part of the SmodCast with the Ways yesterday. SO GOOD. The lyrical dissection of the Welcome to the Black Parade was fucking epic and after listening to the podcast I couldn't help listening to The Black Parade album.

And the news with the Connecticut middle school shoting. It's so sad, I just can't say anything. So fucked up. This video from Hank Green sums up all the feelings in this video pretty good.

How did I managed not to update this journal for more than a month. What is wrong with me?

Tried donating blood today, but they refused - my hemoglobin was too low and I have to go to the doctor's office now. The appointment isn't till December 12th, so by that time I hopefully will get my blood in a better state than it is now.

Sooo. Now I need to catch up to everything that's been happening to me. Last Wednesday I got transferred to another drug store and became a manager there. Promotion?!?! THE FUCK! =D It's a smaller drug store than the one I worked before, but there's still a lot of stuff that needs to be done. And I've been stressed out all of the second part of last week and I kind of still don't know if I am happy with the promotion or not. SO MUCH WORK!

I am very grateful for this opportunity really, I need to be thankful for good recommendations from my manager and my other colleagues, but I'll still miss my old work place and the people that I worked with.

Moving on. So MCR finally has been releasing new to us, old to them music. And it's fucking amazing! When I first heard Boy Division, I started freaking out and dancing around the room. And now the single number 2 has been leaked and it's awesome too, but not really as awesome as Boy Division and Tomorrow's Money, but in reality I will always love every piece of music that MCR releases. Now, I'm just waiting when those 2 songs will be officially in the iTunes store to buy them.

I've been making progress with my training. At least I managed not to abandon gym, while I was being lazy to update here. I've been doing core training and mostly focusing on my legs and my abs and back. And I think my posture improved because of that and I'm working on making my legs stronger cause they are kind of weak.

I hope I won't be gone form this journal for long again. I seriously just need to pick one day from the week and try to always update on it.

And I finally caught up with my reading list here yesterday. This is how I am when I'm lazy - I can't even make myself check my friends list.

The MCR calendar has arrived today. OMG! It is amazing! I just started freaking out, when I unpacked it and started looking through. It's awesome and has really great photos and they are so big. And now one of my walls won't be so bare.

I've been reading so much Sterek fan-fiction, it's not even funny. But almost evething that I start to read is so good that I just can't stop reading! The last fic that I read and couldn't just stop was Lock All The Doors Behind You. And it's just soooo good!

I really liked Big Bang Theory this week. It was funny and made my brain happy with some limbic system jokes. Penny's "My limbic system wants to take your pants off." was a killer! =D I kind of really love that I got a degree in pharmacy 'cause I can almost all the time get science jokes. I do love my degree...

And yeah, Supernatural has descended into drama and angst already, and it has just been the second episode this week. Thinking about what the writers will do to Sam and Dean this season is making me kind of anxious. What ELSE can they do to them? Apparently, lots of different stuff.

Today is kind of a really great day for me. Even though I had a 9 hour shift at work, but they passed so fast and patients were kind of not assholes for the most part. And even though it's freaking cold in my flat cause heating still isn't on - I am happy.

And right now I'm waiting for my brother to eat and then I'll talk with him on Skype and freak out at him about the calendar =D