Think happy thoughts!

1. Let's start off with me saying HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! =D I hope this year will be good for all of you! And it's the year of the Dragon, which hasn't officially started, but when it starts, I'll be proud to say that it's my year! =D

2. What can I tell you about my New Year's party - it was epic! And it was the first time I was kind of embarrassed of a lot of the pictures that I was in.

3. It's my third day of work after 6 days off and it's kind of hard to stay focused and give a proper attention to patients when you're feeling sleepy and tired... And just want to eat all the time... The good thing is that now I have 3 days off. Thanks to my boss for giving me those 3 days, now I can go visit my friends in another town to have a small party. And it doesn't really matter if we had a massive party only last weekend - if we have an opportunity, we will party!

4. And today kind of sucked 'cause of the people that visited the drug store. It's almost full moon, which always makes people go crazy and it's the time that the most interesting people decide to leave their homes to visit the drug store.

5. So, I had a very stupid dream yesterday: I became angry at something and it made me hit the wall with my hand, thankfully just with the palm of my hand and not the fist, because while hitting the wall in the dream I managed to do the same in real life, thus making me hit not the wall, but the radiator next to my bed. If I'd hit it with my fist, I would have some broken bones...

6. My brother came to visit me on Monday and we decided to go see a movie. It was an excellent opportunity to watch Tinker, tailor, soldier, spy. It was an amazing movie, which made me want to read the book 'cause I didn't understand some things that were going on, but that didn't stop me from loving the movie. And there were so many great actors on screen, it was satisfying to watch the movie.

And after getting home from Tinker, we watched Sherlock BBC new episode, which, as everyone already knows, is just amazing! Everything about it was awesome! I just need the second episode now!!

7. And I thought of a New Year's resolution for myself - it should be: I will try to update this journal more often. I will try, I just don't know if I'll succeed.

Basing the review on my last year's new year resolution, I don't think I've accomplished that much, I wrote even fewer poems than I did in 2008, but I think they do convey my emotions pretty well. So, I guess I was staying with my emotions the whole year. No serious break downs, just minor downs in life. And I almost understand myself in terms of what's making me super happy and super down. And that's really good.

The most amazing thing about 2009 is me finding really great friends, the ones who I think I wouldn't mind being in touch with after university. And I hope we will be in touch. The only thing that mostly nerves me, those friends are all boys. Mother isn't so happy about that also. But they are awesome people.

I did amazing in university this year, everyone and even my parents and even me are surprised. I've never thought I'd ever get marks this good and I even got scholarship. Amazing!

The sad things in 2009 are all the fucking deaths that happened, I know lots of people are talking about this, but why the fuck is death taking talented people. And I don't mean this in like death should take only untalented unpopular people. I think basing on this year 2010 wouldn't be great in plans of death too. But we could keep hoping that 2010 won't take this many talented amazing people.

New Year's resolution: 1. Maybe finally, finally find myself a boyfriend or something. Or I just thing I need to man up and ask this one guy I like. 2. Keep trying in the learning department, try for another scholarship. 3. Still try to be in touch with my feelings and just do things that make me happy.