Think happy thoughts!

As usual, I've been neglecting to update the journal. And I can't even say that I've been busy.

1. I finished reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I definitely liked the book, it is really good. Now I just want to see this movie, but movie theaters aren't showing it and maybe won't show it at all. Sad.

2. The 2 new songs for Conventional Weapons are really good. I didn't like Make Room at first, but it grew on me, but Kiss the Ring was a massive hit from the first listen. But Boy Division is still my most favourite song from the album. The 5th of February can't come faster, I want those 2 last songs. People on tumblr are thinking that they would be as epic as Famous Last Words! I hope so.

3. I had gastroscopy in the beginning of January to check my stomach for ulcers and bleeding 'cause I've anemia and my doctor just want to check if it's because of internal bleeding. And thankfully, everything is fine with my duodenum and my stomach, but there's a little problem with my esophagus, apparently I have reflux as in GERD, but it's nothing that drastic. I just need to adjust my diet and take medicine when I feel the "fire" in my stomach, as my doctors refers to heartburn.

4. All in all, everything is great. How are you all? I hope everything is good!

Need to update the journal some time, yeah?

The cold hit us here very suddenly, just last week I was still wearing my autumn coat, this weak it's been up to -15 already and I'm wearing 3 layers of warm clothes, a winter coat and hat. AWESOME! And there's so much snow, it's pretty amazing.

My tooth has been mended yesterday. The poor dentist worked for an hour till she got the filling in the tooth right. And she polished off my 2 front teeth, where they'd gone grey for some reason. And now my teeth look a little bit more presentable. But the tooth did ache badly yesterday, when the anaesthetics wore off, I couldn't fall asleep for a long time...

I don't know what came over me yesterday. Maybe it was a freak accident. I flirted with one of my friends, who I'm basically in love with. It's just that I don't flirt, I don't know how. But the things that I've said and the things that I've done and with how he responded to everything - it was definitely a mutual flirtation. That's how it felt like - he definitely loved it, but maybe I'm reading too much into this.

And tomorrow we're going to the cinema, I've bought tickets today... I just don't understand one thing, is this supposed to be a date or just typical friends going to see a movie. I'm pretty clueless with this things.

But maybe I'll be lucky to kiss him...

Feeling better after yesterday morning vomiting. I don't even know why that happened. Mostly when I'm feeling bad, I'm feeling bad and not vomiting. And I did eat McDonald's on Friday, but I don't think it the reason to my vomiting. Mother told me to drink tea with lemon and sugar the whole day and eat cereals. I hate tea with lemon, but I got through that somehow.

And me and my room-mate bought a big box of ice-cream yesterday. It was so yummy. And now, I want more, but I don't have a lot of money on me and I have to save up money. Blah! I supposedly will get my scholarship this week. Can't wait.

I'm feeling so lazy, I don't want to do any homework, I don't want to write that stupid paper. And I need to think about my master's degree paper. I'm still in my 3rd year, but I should decide about that or it's the big exam. But exam is easier, but writing paper about something interesting to me is much more rewarding.

But I'm not lazy to update this journal =] If I was lazy to update, I would die from boredom.

Oh. And my birthday is in a week. I can not wait. I'll be 21! I can't imagine it. But I think this birthday isn't going to be awesome. Just a feeling, a feeling deep inside, a feeling I can't hide...