Think happy thoughts!

1. I'm feeling miserable because I'm sick, I'm coughing a lot and have a bit of a head cold... And I've having bouts of coughing fit every 10-15 minutes, which has been driving me crazy since Wednesday.

And I've been making lots of people annoyed at me because in the last week I had two 2,5 hour trips on train and two 1,5 hour trips on a bus with the same horrible coughing fit that I have right now. At the end of the journey I just wanted to stand up and say "I'm sorry, but I'm so sick I cannot stop coughing". I think everyone wanted to kill me, I wanted to kill me.

Yesterday I had a coughing fit for about 5 minutes without stopping and my medicine wasn't helping, the coughing fit brought me to tears and I thought I would throw up. FUCK YOU BODY! Get well already!

2. So, I've been miserable all morning since I woke up and then I decided, if I'm feeling miserable I'll just sit at home till I get a little bit better and just be lazy. And by being lazy I mean just sit and the computer and watch stuff like brotherhood 2.0 on YouTube and reading Keltie Colleen's book Rocketters, Rockstars and Rockbottom. It's a great book to make you feel sad and happy at the same time...

3. I've been thinking of making a goal of reading more books this year. When I was in uni, I didn't really have that much free time to read recreationally, all the reading I did was something to do with studies. And now I think that now when I have free time I don't need to study I could definitely read more books.

And I already started reading more books, my friend A has been helpful. Firstly she got me acquainted to vlogbrothers and brotherhood 2.0 (which is where 2 brother were communicating via videos for a whole year, without any textual communication). One of the brothers, John Green, is a writer of young adult fiction.

And my friend gave me 2 of his books to read. One was his last book, which I read first, named The Fault in Our Stars and then his first novel Looking for Alaska. And let me tell you, those are one hell of AMAZING AWESOME EPIC books I've ever had fortune to read! You think you know what's going to happen and BAM, totally different thing happens in an epic way, that makes you sometimes laugh really hard or fucking cry your eyes out! You should definitely check those books out and he has published more than 2 books, that I haven't read yet, but I think they are going to be awesome too.

4. I visited my friends in Kaunas this Friday and it was amazing! Went to a bar on Friday night, had a great time. The great thing is that the bartenders recognize our group now, my
friends from Kaunas come to that bar almost every week, and every time I go to Kaunas, we visit that bar. It's a very EPIC bar. =D

So, when we were at the bar that Friday, we started talking that Marilyn Manson is going to have a concert in Lithuania on June 12th and that maybe we should go. And we decided to buy tickets. My friend A still can't believe that when we came back to her place after the bar, she bought the tickets right away...

And now I'm going to attend a Marilyn Manson concert on June 12th. I never thought that I would do that, ever!

5. And on Saturday one of our friends had a housewarming party. It's a really crazy idea to me, that any 24-25 year old person would have his/her own flat at this age. I don't know when I'm going to even start thinking of buying my own flat, I still need to think through a lot of things in my life to make that decision.

This was one of the best Friday nights I've had. Me and two of my girl friends (A. and G.) did a slumber party with alcohol and movies at A.'s place. We watched 200 cigarettes, Rocky Horror Picture Show, 16 candles and Some kind of wonderful. These movies are so amazing, I only saw Rocky Horror Picture Show and the other 3 movies were new to me.

Finished watching all of them at 4 a.m and G. decided to go home because she lives not far away, I stayed for a sleep over because unlike her my hostel is pretty far. Me and A. watched the new Big Bang Theory episode and then went to sleep. In the morning we watched the new super awesome meta episode of Supernatural! Oh, God! I laughed so hard.

In 3 days it's going to be my birthday, I'll be turning 23. I'll probably go to a bar with and my friends on Tuesday and maybe we'll have a party on Friday or Saturday. I hope the party will take place if we do find a place to party at. =D

Today is International Blonde Day! So, Happy Blonde Day to my fellow blonde people!
I didn't even know that there is such kind of holiday, but 2 people wished me a great Blonde Day!

The camping trip was amazing. It was the official Student Pharmacist and Older Pharmacist gathering. There were lots of people. We all lived in these little houses (so, I guess, I can't really say it was camping, but it was the most suitable word) with 4-5 rooms in them for about 5 people. Our room was for 3 people, but we put the beds together and 5 people slept on them. The waking up part was really awesome.

We played some games the whole Saturday evening, including volleyball, went to sleep at 4 a.m. and woke up at 9 or 10. And on Sunday we had a swim in the lake, watched others people compete in volleyball and then went home. The weather was amazing, it didn't rain. The night was cold, but the days were all really warm.

Sunday morning, we could walk (I still can't) very well. This is what happens when you do active games without stopping and feeling when to stop. My whole body still hurts, my legs, my arms and even my abs and I can't cough really well 'cause it hurts... And I bruised my right arm amazingly. The whole of my inner arm is lined up with bruises, that what happens when you play volleyball after a long time of not playing. And plus I have lots of mosquito bites, but not that many as my friends.

Overall, it was amazing 2 days of my life. In 3 weeks we are planing the same kind of trip, only to a different place. =D

Happy Valentine's Day! Mine is going quite well, I've been doing nothing whole day. I am after all single. I got 2 text messages wishing me a good Valentine's day - one from my ex-room mate and another from the boy that I have a crush on and who is a great friend to me. And this boy gave me an early present on Friday, it was candies and baked heart shaped biscuits. You should tell me how can I not have a crush on him? =)

And I'm going to the movies today with my father. Going to watch Sherlock Holmes for the second time. Yay! Going to gush over Holmes/Watson the whole movie.

My summer days are getting better. My friends still want to hang out with me. And that's awesome. I think I'm happy at this point. As always, we'll see how this goes. I just always think of bad stuff. Like S. was hanging out today with me and then tomorrow she'll come over, but I just can't stop feeling like when her other friends will want to hang out with her, she'll abandon me fully and not want to hang out.

I hate my mind sometimes, but whatever... I'll get over my fears somehow.

OK, let's go from my paranoid thoughts to awesome news - did you know that Lyn-Z got herself a twitter?

And her second tweet was this:
listening to "clones" by alice cooper with lady B. asked her if she liked it and she said "errblurgblubblurerr" geez, Bandit! calm down.
So cute!!!