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1. I've been going through my first posts in this journal, tagging them and making some of them public and correcting some grammar. The interesting thing that I found was in the first month of blogging (January 2009) I called myself stupid like 10 times... I was so insecure back them, it's really awful. I think that right now at this point of my life I feel more confident and I feel more love for myself than I did back in 2009.

2. I feel that my spoken English is worsening. Yesterday in the drug store we had an English speaking patient, my god, I thought I'd kill myself over my inability to communicate. I understood everything perfectly what he was saying, but my mind couldn't even string a perfectly understandable sentence. I think it was because my mind was still focused on Lithuanian and Russian, that English didn't want to go out and play.... FUCK YOU BRAIN!

3. OMG, and those Frank's interviews with Zack Vengeance are EPIC! That's actually false, my mother is fucking saint!

4. I've already read a third of Tinker, Tailor book and it is fucking amazing! At first, I thought that the book was going to be hard for me to read, but thankfully when I started reading it became apparent that the book wasn't that hard. Just sometimes I need to look up some words that I don't understand or just don't know the meaning of.

But the book is so beautifully written, I love it!